Ha ha, made me laugh! Sounds like my life just about, but my doctors and dentists appointments are free >.< I sometimes wonder why the universe hates me one day and loves me the next (I started wondering if the universe has issues? )
I can relate so much to the anxiety and the paranoia... the worst part is it how that stuff seems to work in a circle.. you worry about worrying and the anxiety just gets worse. I also deal with being lonely and wanting to hang out with friends but I generally dislike being around people, too. I find comfort in my cats and my BF, though. Just gotta keep on truckin'. I try not to think too much about what's going to happen in the future, otherwise I will just worry all of the time!
Ya I was REALLY worried that my anxiety was going to give me health problems which just made my anxiety worse!!!! 8D I had to try so hard to just NOT think about it AT ALL or I'd have stomach pain. I'm just so happy Its over x__x And I hope it never happens again. Sometimes I get a little grossed out when I think about "what ifs" but then I just try to think about something else.